This is pretty much a blog about everything in my head at this moment in time and from the time of the last blog and before. (Complete Jibberish so...here is your warning if non of it flows together) So first in the running...
#1- I can't stand that i can never be fully happy with my hair. Everyone says that they love it every time i cut it but really i can never be pleased with it and need constant change. Which is the reason i had to cut it all off anyways because when you dye your hair like every month cause you want a change, it starts to fall out. and it is gross.
#2- Prom dress shopping it extremely hard, especially when you are looking for a tight form fitting dress that hugs your curves but doesn't make you look pregnant. (That last part is a CHALLENGE!) but i found one. second part of prom dressing that makes it suck, in the world we live in everything has to be low cut and with no sleeves. which causes a dilemma and makes it so much harder because as discussed with Makayla you need to have football player pads on and massive shoulders to even start to think about fitting into Alyse's Bridal gowns or be able to afford the $$$ of getting it altered to fit your needs. Third, $,$$$,$$$ oh could dresses get any more expensive! do they realize that i am on a BUDGET!? the dress i found is beautiful, fits me perfectly and the colour makes me look as tan as my mom but i am not really, the problem is that is it almost $200 and that is not including the accessories and such, and the shrug and all of that. That is allot of money$
#4- Me looking like i just got pulled out of a story about Lepers (disgusting) I tend to dislike summer. Yes i do love the warm weather and school being done but really.... i have to wear pants, and i have to wear either long or quarter sleeves, to cover up the awfulness of my arms and legs. Don't even get me started on Swimming and Swimsuit shopping. Cause just like every girl in the world i want to look my best and especially when i am in a swimsuit. but shopping for swimsuits is probably the most depressing thing that i can do, because its when most of my skin is exposed. which means i am pretty much a walking disease. i have enough to be self conscious about. This is just one more thing to add. Sometimes i just cant handle it. I tried on a cute suit yesterday, and i almost didn't want to come out of the room to show Jordan. I just turned my back to the mirror and looked over my shoulder at my reflection. This sad show continued on through dress shopping, because all the dresses are sleeveless. case closed.
#5- Yesterday had its upside too, I had a good day at work filled with allot of little things that i will probably work into a blog in the soon months when i remember that i shouldn't keep my emotions in me and that's the only reason i got a blog was to go "BLAHEIHDSKE" all over. I had fun.
#6- Change...I hate it.
I know this is a classic blog where it is just pure nonsense but when i write i don't really expect people to read it. so sorry :)
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