Oh my hair.

I have stayed home twice this week, one from sickness, and one from pure embarrassment. Last night we dyed my hair (at least tried) with Henna, 7/11 Coffee and mass amounts of heat and then waited, the finished result was me smelling like a farm and a cup of coffee and having my Blondie patch turn a very unappealing colourful shade of green. We washed it and i cant get the smell out so i just stayed home. We are going to dye it again with REAL dye in about an hour or so.
So here is my advice, dont use henna to colour your hair. TADA!

I think that i have picked my song for my audition. its either "Abide with me, tis eventide" or "In the arms of an Angel" by: Sarah McLachlan
I need help choosing.

I apologize for the rambling..

Well hello there, I again apologize fully for not writing very much. I haven't had alot to say at all just going on day to day doing what I do. I am trying to find my calling and figure out what i am doing with my life right now.

1. I'm a Junior in High School.
2. I work weekends.
3. I wish i hadn't stopped playing the violin.
4. I am working to be Art Royalty.
5. I need a piano player for #4
6. I wish i had thought more about school and grades now that they matter with my career choice.
7. I am praying i get accepted into the Dental Assisting program.
8. Hoping that my 3.0 is enough.

I am trying to do alot now but it feels like i am not really working on anything, i get up and go to school come home sit around, watch House with Jordan and then go to bed and do it again. I switched it up and went to a play lastnight, which i may say was amazing. "You can't take it with you" very good. I saw coach Lewis which brought me back to Jr. High...oh Jr. High those were really good years, I had magnificent amount of close friends, every day was different. I was in plays which took so much of my time, they stressed me out so much...yet i loved every moment of them, even when i wanted to quit.
Now being in High School, many things have changed for the good and bad. I stopped acting, which i regret but i just feel like i can only do Shakespeare, I don't think that i could honestly read anything else. Shakespeare was just so simple, so elegant, it just rolled off your tongue, it was pure poetry. I stopped playing the Violin after four years, i was sick of it, but now i regret it fully. I lost close friends, which turned out to be for the good surprisingly because i could see that i couldn't have counted on them at all. And once they were gone i got to see their true colours, which to my eyes was very disappointing.
Now...Junior year is in the "Final Stretch" and from here on out is just a straight shot to summer, i am surprised that i have made it through this year with only about one close friend (that isnt related to me) and i am very happy and thank this person (You know who you are.)

I understand that if people read this they are not gonna understand it and it is just kinda coming out as blah blah blah....and maybe it is because i am sick today, and stayed home and was like ahhhhhh! but these are just the thoughts of the day.

She swore it NEVER OCCURED!

I feel so bad for not blogging at all! Just busy is all, and not really anything too exciting to really blog about. I wanted to get on today during Computer Technology but i just didn't. Hmmm so what do i have to say. Well today i woke up and got ready went to school I had English first period we are reading "The Great Gatsby" I like how they talk in that book super old school but not you know, they just use words that we don't really use anymore, i'm gonna try to. Then in Medical Anatomy we finished our presentations, i still think that the "Back-up" project was the total best (cause i did it not to sound too cocky!) but it went good and i am proud that we did so good and i learned a lot more about Epilepsy. Then after that we learned all the main sections of the brain, like all the lobes and stuff, he doesn't want to go to in depth now cause he really doesn't want us to fail i guess. Friday we are doing eye dissections! ah we get to do our own too! holy cow my nails better not rip through the gloves like they did with the Heart! that was so so so grossss! Then in ASL we started to do our Script Story Board its gonna rock, i'll post it when it is finished in like a month. then Computer tech....well that was it nothing much to blog about sorry. Got to go need to start on the script and then me and jordan are going out to dinner! BYE!