When i grow up i wanna be....I dont know...a vampire bat?

Oh back in the day... Ha Ha back last year i took pictures of positivly everything i could with my phone camera and it doesnt have the best quality but this ----> is one of my favorites, even if that day i was upset and it was raining and i had gotten all dolled up for the day and we went and got soaked and stood under a tent of painted fairy's for an hour waiting for the rain to stop. i got sick and we went home. but minus all that stuff i got some beautiful pictures that will be in my blogs, sorry this will be long but just bare with me k? :)

Sometimes i think that i should have taken photography classes, and sometimes i dream of being a photographer but then at the same time i don't like taking pictures for a specific purpose, i do it for that one moment...when the light is right...and its a little overcast... and you got it...that perfect picture that's what i enjoy about it. i couldn't pose people i can hardly pose myself for pictures. But when you get a good person to photograph than its great, like Jordan for instance (yes Jordan i am using you as an example) she knows what she is doing all i have to do is hold the camera and she does the rest she knows where the light is and she knows what poses make the best picture those people who understand that should do photography. haha i just take my pictures for my own joy.

Another one is a Chef and not a "Cook" but a Chef the head person, the person who decides everything. i wanted to be a personal chef the ones that are in the big rich peoples houses or in hotels or on cruise ships that would be my dream job because i absolutely love to cook i love making beautiful food that tastes even better than it looks. I may not like pretty much 3/4 of the food in the world but cooking it...and making it look...simply beautiful...that's what makes it so wonderful to me....but the down side is the schools that i could get a job like that from are like $15,000 dollars to go to and they only take like 35 students at a time...ouch so that was out and to get that level of doing it in someones house i would need two internships....at DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!! $22,000 EACH!!! holymoly!!! so... that's the thing that snatched that away and that the closest one that i wanna go to is in Vegas...:(

And now i am where i am today... is it Massage Therapy...i love that sort of stuff i love the body and i think it is one of the most amazing things in the whole wide world to work with and learn about and you can never know EVERYTHING about it because everything is so deep and complicated and that fascinates me. the only down side of that is that i cant stand blood or guts or any of that i wanted to vomit during the heart dissections (warm and full of blood) and i couldn't watch the frog dissections last year (cold dead and no blood) just thinking of cutting into a body is disgusting!! so massage therapy is good cause i can work with a body without cutting it open. but now i am second guessing it cause ya know its hard to get clients and everyone i bring it up with shuts it down saying that it wont pay enough and such..but its only $3,000 something dollars to get my certifications for it. that's why it is so appealing...cause school expensive.

But i have been thinking about Nursing i know it is gross at first and stuff but you probably get desensitized eventually, and i wouldn't want to be a nurse at a doctors office, i would want to be one at like a Nursing home or a school nurse maybe ones that work in the chiropractor's places or eye doctors...so this summer i am getting my CNA. hard decision but i decided. well i am going to end my blog there...i don't know what i wanna be when i grow up but i gotta think quick cause it will be here sooner than i know.

SORRY I MISSED DAYS

Oh man i feel so bad for not blogging! i wanted to do it everyday but i simply fell behind. i am using my mom's laptop (i hate typing on lap tops especially with acrylics nails) so not much has happened in the days that i missed, just school and such. but... I CUT ALL MY HAIR OFF!!! i would post a picture but i cant because this is not my computer and i don't have my pictures on it but it is short and hawked at the top. i did it cause i needed a drastic change, i was hoping that if i looked very different my personality would change with it, and maybe if i had a bold cut then i would have more confidence because to have really out there hair you have to wear it it cant be wearing you. so all in all i felt very confident and happy today so maybe my plan worked. i'm worried about the way more people will react to it, i mean like people in public or at work i know people in school loved it today people i didn't even know where coming up to me and talking and smiling and touching my hawk, i have never felt that noticed in school sense i hung out with the "popular" girls in the 6th grade but even that wasn't like this. but this also had its down side when i had finished getting it done i had to go to walmart to buy some bows so i wouldn't look like a boy, so i was walking in the hair isle and these dudes called me a boy :( but i guess its ok, it only worried me for like what... hours:( but its ok i am over it and i feel very good and confident now. but that is what is going on. i i have also had the overwhelming need to sing and sing loud and often, so i am doing that now, i love to sing and am sad i am not in choir anymore but there was simply no room for it. so i sing at home and in the car on the way to work...oh that drive to work i so nice i sing loud and strong and it gets me a little more relaxed to go to work and i just feel better singing is amazing. ha ha so that is my thought today i think everyone should sing more. you should sing and often. "you should be kissed and often, and by someone who knows how" -Gone With the Wind (one of my top five movies) well it is time to go watch American idol, i only watch the tryouts they are the best, but i'm always a night behind. so ta ta!

I just got home from school, it wasn't really that productive of a day. I got up at 5:00am to get ready to go to early morning detention at 6:10am so i was dead tired and went and guess what....? NO ONE WAS THERE! so i had to come back home and chill for forty five min on the couch and wait for the Mitchelin man to come pick me up, i kinda fell asleep but kept waking up being afraid i wouldn't hear him knock. SO... i went to first period and filed buffed and painted my nails cause there is nothing more that i can do in that class as is right now, then second period i got and excused sluff and went and slept in Mitch's car because i could not keep my eyes open, but being 12 degrees outside the car was maybe 25 degrees so it turned out to be me jumping all around the car trying to get warm and find a comfy spot i eventually settled down in "my spot" and lay ed there in the sun, but being as cold as it was i maybe slept a total of 15 min. during the full 80min period. Third period i had a test which was a crossword puzzle that was open note cause my teacher is cool like that. aced it. then Fourth period it was math the Teacher rushed the lesson and decided we didn't need homework, which is weird but oh well not even going to question it for he may change his mind. because the period was full of free time and i needed to save make up work for Math Lab after school i convinced Mitch to let me Buff, file, and clear coat his nails which i did and he agrees that they look stunning!!! they glisten while he drives! but then we went to math lab and i got two tardies made up and two math assignments! woot only 9 tardies to go! i just need to go to 2 early mornings [if anyone decides that they should come on time!] (2 1/2 hours) which is 5 tardies and then 2 more math labs or writing labs (2 hours) which is 4 tardies and then i am set and i will have zero tardies on the last day of term!!! good thing i planned next term all classes near each other and the parking lot! WOOT!!

Sunday

Oh nine o'clock church, very early, but it feels alot shorter than one o'clock! But look now i am home and have the whole day to eat, sleep, and eat some more!
After i finished blogging yesterday I went and made an Oreo shake which i may say that mine are the very best in the whole world, i have alot of practice doing them at work and those and the chocolate ones are my favorite because i can make them look very beautiful, and i think that if the food doesn't look absolutely amazing and just beautiful, its not going to taste as good as it probably does and you wont really want it again, i think presentation is key, that's why i take my time making things because i am not a cook but when i get the chance to prepare food i do my absolute best! but yeah besides that i made a shake and then went downstairs to watch house with Jordan, on my decent into the basement Jordan step ed on the tie of my robe and pulled it out, i turned and said that i needed that so she picked it up and started whipping it through the air missing me everything but as i wrapped around the corner of the hall that flooded into the living room Jordan amazingly snapped it and it grazed the side of my face and took me down in a giggling slump i was surprised that she had actually hit me. that was pretty much my night.
NOW today, early church and now i am home...BUT!! its time to eat and i am starving so again if anything worth writing about comes up i'll write it down and post it tomorrow but its probably just sleeping today!

Talking about lastnight and today!

Oh today i have so much to say to make up for the fact that i did a really short one yesterday that didnt mean really anything to anyone, so i will fill in the cracks.
I spent most of my time yesterday bleaching a pair of jeans white it took a total of like two days to bleach them out and it still didnt go through, but they still look pretty cool then we went shopping for stuff to make dinner with but on the way home we had to stop back at my house to change my pants because the bleach smell was simply overwhelming in the car and burning our eyes, i was mostly use to the smell having smelt it for quite some time but still Mitch couldn't handle it so i changed in the proses of changing i could move in my shirt so it was all in all an awful outfit i guess. We went back to the house and started cooking dinner, well Mitch started cooking dinner because i was too busy just sitting there being unhelpful like usual ha ha JUST KIDDING. Then i tried to teach Mitch how to open Whipping Cream like we do at work (which is allot easier than using that dumb little pull tab) i said just smack the cap on the edge of the counter...the first swing against it was way too soft so i said "smack it harder" and so...he did he sham wowed that whip cream bottle as hard as he could against the counter not hitting the cap but smacking the metal can against the counter top and about four more times he did this, me worrying so much about the innocent counter went over and with a flick of the wrist hit the cap off. (dont feel bad Mitch it took me like ever to learn that at work) then we sat down and started eating then all of a sudden a little bug comes crawling across the counter and i hear "A GREEN LADY BUG!!" i had to correct him and say it was just a beetle, eventually we ate more and such Mitch decided that it would be wonderful to spray whipped cream at me which i stopped and amazingly blocked from getting all over me it ended up all over the floor which the happy helpful cats lovingly cleared from the floor (which is like the only time i have seen those cats eat people food besides when i let Fatty suck on a chicken nugget that ended up giving me and Mitch food poisoning) then he decided to ambush Tracy with the whipping cream when she came back with our movie because we decided to stay home and not go out to the dance because we were tired. so as she walked in the door i sat there video taping her and she stared at me and BAM Mitch got her but not really cause it didn't really come out. then we ate the rest and went down into the deep dark basement to watch My Sisters Keeper (which had me crying within about 5 min) then at 11:20 i came scampering home.

NOW TODAY!
I woke up, ate and then cleaned my room and got ready for work. Then i went to work. it was a pretty normal day nothing too exciting, then i drove to Hollywood Video took back House season 2 Disk 1 and got ..... (Drum rolll!!!) House season 2 Disk 2! so me and Jordan could watch it tonight! i am in love with the show but always worries me that i have a disease. Then i came home ate and ate Oreos and sat with Jordan and now i am blogging. That's pretty much my day and evening today. Just want to throw in a Happy 16th Birthday Martin! and that is all! I'll write some more tomorrow if something miraculous happens tonight!

Busy Day

This will be short and sweet and i'll fill in details later. I went to schoool. came home. ran to Reams. came back home. switched out my bleach in my pants. eating Oreos that i bought cause i was jellin for some. now i am waiting for Jake to get home from school. who knew bleachin pants would be so hard!! ughhh i forgot to take it outside now the front house smells like bleach. TTYL

The wonderful world of me!

Not as much to say today as i did yesterday which might be a relief to the people who dont like reading the huge ones:)

I had a good day at school today, i finished staining my cabinet in woodshop it is beautiful and will be done in about two-three days depending on how long it takes for the lacker to dry (pictures will follow when i bring it home) and the rest of the day was just the rest of the day. Sp i went online yesterday to change my school scheduale, it all worked out fine until me and mitch found out that all of the Geometry classes were full...so at this moment i am not signed up to take a math class the second half of the year...hmmm haha i think i am fixin it tommrow probably gotta go a little bit earlier than normal.

I went tanning today again and thats what two of those pictures are from! one of me with the funny goggle glasses and the other telling you why you should wear them. I am lovin tanning!

I am also bleaching a pair of my jeans white! WAHOO!!! i am praying that it works out this is much more creative and out there than just going out and buying some, and again pictures soon to follow even if it doesnt go quiet as planned. well that was my day not as much as yesterday but still very good :P now i am going to go sit with my family and watch the last bit of Jeopardy with them then watch House with Jordan! wahoo!