Oh back in the day... Ha Ha back last year i took pictures of positivly everything i could with my phone camera and it doesnt have the best quality but this ----> is one of my favorites, even if that day i was upset and it was raining and i had gotten all dolled up for the day and we went and got soaked and stood under a tent of painted fairy's for an hour waiting for the rain to stop. i got sick and we went home. but minus all that stuff i got some beautiful pictures that will be in my blogs, sorry this will be long but just bare with me k? :)
Sometimes i think that i should have taken photography classes, and sometimes i dream of being a photographer but then at the same time i don't like taking pictures for a specific purpose, i do it for that one moment...when the light is right...and its a little overcast... and you got it...that perfect picture that's what i enjoy about it. i couldn't pose people i can hardly pose myself for pictures. But when you get a good person to photograph than its great, like Jordan for instance (yes Jordan i am using you as an example) she knows what she is doing all i have to do is hold the camera and she does the rest she knows where the light is and she knows what poses make the best picture those people who understand that should do photography. haha i just take my pictures for my own joy.
Another one is a Chef and not a "Cook" but a Chef the head person, the person who decides everything. i wanted to be a personal chef the ones that are in the big rich peoples houses or in hotels or on cruise ships that would be my dream job because i absolutely love to cook i love making beautiful food that tastes even better than it looks. I may not like pretty much 3/4 of the food in the world but cooking it...and making it look...simply beautiful...that's what makes it so wonderful to me....but the down side is the schools that i could get a job like that from are like $15,000 dollars to go to and they only take like 35 students at a time...ouch so that was out and to get that level of doing it in someones house i would need two internships....at DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!! $22,000 EACH!!! holymoly!!! so... that's the thing that snatched that away and that the closest one that i wanna go to is in Vegas...:(
And now i am where i am today... is it Massage Therapy...i love that sort of stuff i love the body and i think it is one of the most amazing things in the whole wide world to work with and learn about and you can never know EVERYTHING about it because everything is so deep and complicated and that fascinates me. the only down side of that is that i cant stand blood or guts or any of that i wanted to vomit during the heart dissections (warm and full of blood) and i couldn't watch the frog dissections last year (cold dead and no blood) just thinking of cutting into a body is disgusting!! so massage therapy is good cause i can work with a body without cutting it open. but now i am second guessing it cause ya know its hard to get clients and everyone i bring it up with shuts it down saying that it wont pay enough and such..but its only $3,000 something dollars to get my certifications for it. that's why it is so appealing...cause school expensive.
But i have been thinking about Nursing i know it is gross at first and stuff but you probably get desensitized eventually, and i wouldn't want to be a nurse at a doctors office, i would want to be one at like a Nursing home or a school nurse maybe ones that work in the chiropractor's places or eye doctors...so this summer i am getting my CNA. hard decision but i decided. well i am going to end my blog there...i don't know what i wanna be when i grow up but i gotta think quick cause it will be here sooner than i know.
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