SORRY I MISSED DAYS

Oh man i feel so bad for not blogging! i wanted to do it everyday but i simply fell behind. i am using my mom's laptop (i hate typing on lap tops especially with acrylics nails) so not much has happened in the days that i missed, just school and such. but... I CUT ALL MY HAIR OFF!!! i would post a picture but i cant because this is not my computer and i don't have my pictures on it but it is short and hawked at the top. i did it cause i needed a drastic change, i was hoping that if i looked very different my personality would change with it, and maybe if i had a bold cut then i would have more confidence because to have really out there hair you have to wear it it cant be wearing you. so all in all i felt very confident and happy today so maybe my plan worked. i'm worried about the way more people will react to it, i mean like people in public or at work i know people in school loved it today people i didn't even know where coming up to me and talking and smiling and touching my hawk, i have never felt that noticed in school sense i hung out with the "popular" girls in the 6th grade but even that wasn't like this. but this also had its down side when i had finished getting it done i had to go to walmart to buy some bows so i wouldn't look like a boy, so i was walking in the hair isle and these dudes called me a boy :( but i guess its ok, it only worried me for like what... hours:( but its ok i am over it and i feel very good and confident now. but that is what is going on. i i have also had the overwhelming need to sing and sing loud and often, so i am doing that now, i love to sing and am sad i am not in choir anymore but there was simply no room for it. so i sing at home and in the car on the way to work...oh that drive to work i so nice i sing loud and strong and it gets me a little more relaxed to go to work and i just feel better singing is amazing. ha ha so that is my thought today i think everyone should sing more. you should sing and often. "you should be kissed and often, and by someone who knows how" -Gone With the Wind (one of my top five movies) well it is time to go watch American idol, i only watch the tryouts they are the best, but i'm always a night behind. so ta ta!