I'm addicted to CREAM!

I love Cream, everything about it.

• Ice CREAM
• CREAM cheese
• Irish CREAM coffee mate
• whipped CREAM
• Sour CREAM
• Russian CREAM (Kelly's of course)
• CREAMy potato soup (Mine hello is the best!)
• Boston CREAM pie
• Orange CREAM sobe's
• CREAM filled eclairs
• CREAM puffs
• CREAM cheese icing
• Chocolate CREAM filled chocolates
• The colour CREAM
• Marshmallow CREAM (fluffin'nutter for those who know what i am talking about)
• CREAMy Alfredo sauce
• Heavy CREAM

Now look at that list and look me in the eyes and say "Dani you cant have milk anymore." and i will just look back and say "Jenifer...JENIFER PLEASE" (family inside joke but it is pretty darn funny right now as i am writing' it!) Oh haha but really i was talking with Jordan today about it in the kitchen while i was making Nachos and i slapped a "dollop of daisy" onto them and i looked at her and said "I love CREAM" and went on a list about it which lead to this blog!

Oh man i just tried on my Prom dress again, and now that i look at this list i realize that i gotta lay off the cream or this may not be a night to remember :) haha Ta ta for now everybody.

Dani, signing off!

six things that keep me thinking.

This is pretty much a blog about everything in my head at this moment in time and from the time of the last blog and before. (Complete Jibberish so...here is your warning if non of it flows together) So first in the running...
#1- I can't stand that i can never be fully happy with my hair. Everyone says that they love it every time i cut it but really i can never be pleased with it and need constant change. Which is the reason i had to cut it all off anyways because when you dye your hair like every month cause you want a change, it starts to fall out. and it is gross.
#2- Prom dress shopping it extremely hard, especially when you are looking for a tight form fitting dress that hugs your curves but doesn't make you look pregnant. (That last part is a CHALLENGE!) but i found one. second part of prom dressing that makes it suck, in the world we live in everything has to be low cut and with no sleeves. which causes a dilemma and makes it so much harder because as discussed with Makayla you need to have football player pads on and massive shoulders to even start to think about fitting into Alyse's Bridal gowns or be able to afford the $$$ of getting it altered to fit your needs. Third, $,$$$,$$$ oh could dresses get any more expensive! do they realize that i am on a BUDGET!? the dress i found is beautiful, fits me perfectly and the colour makes me look as tan as my mom but i am not really, the problem is that is it almost $200 and that is not including the accessories and such, and the shrug and all of that. That is allot of money$
#4- Me looking like i just got pulled out of a story about Lepers (disgusting) I tend to dislike summer. Yes i do love the warm weather and school being done but really.... i have to wear pants, and i have to wear either long or quarter sleeves, to cover up the awfulness of my arms and legs. Don't even get me started on Swimming and Swimsuit shopping. Cause just like every girl in the world i want to look my best and especially when i am in a swimsuit. but shopping for swimsuits is probably the most depressing thing that i can do, because its when most of my skin is exposed. which means i am pretty much a walking disease. i have enough to be self conscious about. This is just one more thing to add. Sometimes i just cant handle it. I tried on a cute suit yesterday, and i almost didn't want to come out of the room to show Jordan. I just turned my back to the mirror and looked over my shoulder at my reflection. This sad show continued on through dress shopping, because all the dresses are sleeveless. case closed.
#5- Yesterday had its upside too, I had a good day at work filled with allot of little things that i will probably work into a blog in the soon months when i remember that i shouldn't keep my emotions in me and that's the only reason i got a blog was to go "BLAHEIHDSKE" all over. I had fun.
#6- Change...I hate it.
I know this is a classic blog where it is just pure nonsense but when i write i don't really expect people to read it. so sorry :)

I cant save everyone, I try honestly very hard. I just can't but if I can help you. Don't hesitate to ask. Really even if it is something so simple that you feel super dumb about asking for it. Please ask. I like to feel needed.

"What we are is more important than what we have been, And what we can become is more important than what we are."

-Dr. Brent Barlow

I have probably started this blog out about ten diffrent ways...well more like eleven but i just cant figure out what to write about. I want to say that i am going crazy and turning in a cowgirl and feeling super down to earth and happy again. I feel like i have been in constant recovery sence July and i am finally to the point that i have changed so much about myself, my hair, my clothes, my room, my friends, school, music, style, singing style, and again i am changing my music styling, i am set in a country rut. (I feel like my voice was ment to sing this kind of music.) so because i have changed this much i finally feel like i have changed enough and am finally what i wanna be.

Well i am in a blank.

I dont have much to say but that i finally feel like i am where i want to be and i am very happy about it.

and i dont care what anyone says about that fact. I'm proud of what i am changing into.

Oh my hair.

I have stayed home twice this week, one from sickness, and one from pure embarrassment. Last night we dyed my hair (at least tried) with Henna, 7/11 Coffee and mass amounts of heat and then waited, the finished result was me smelling like a farm and a cup of coffee and having my Blondie patch turn a very unappealing colourful shade of green. We washed it and i cant get the smell out so i just stayed home. We are going to dye it again with REAL dye in about an hour or so.
So here is my advice, dont use henna to colour your hair. TADA!

I think that i have picked my song for my audition. its either "Abide with me, tis eventide" or "In the arms of an Angel" by: Sarah McLachlan
I need help choosing.

I apologize for the rambling..

Well hello there, I again apologize fully for not writing very much. I haven't had alot to say at all just going on day to day doing what I do. I am trying to find my calling and figure out what i am doing with my life right now.

1. I'm a Junior in High School.
2. I work weekends.
3. I wish i hadn't stopped playing the violin.
4. I am working to be Art Royalty.
5. I need a piano player for #4
6. I wish i had thought more about school and grades now that they matter with my career choice.
7. I am praying i get accepted into the Dental Assisting program.
8. Hoping that my 3.0 is enough.

I am trying to do alot now but it feels like i am not really working on anything, i get up and go to school come home sit around, watch House with Jordan and then go to bed and do it again. I switched it up and went to a play lastnight, which i may say was amazing. "You can't take it with you" very good. I saw coach Lewis which brought me back to Jr. High...oh Jr. High those were really good years, I had magnificent amount of close friends, every day was different. I was in plays which took so much of my time, they stressed me out so much...yet i loved every moment of them, even when i wanted to quit.
Now being in High School, many things have changed for the good and bad. I stopped acting, which i regret but i just feel like i can only do Shakespeare, I don't think that i could honestly read anything else. Shakespeare was just so simple, so elegant, it just rolled off your tongue, it was pure poetry. I stopped playing the Violin after four years, i was sick of it, but now i regret it fully. I lost close friends, which turned out to be for the good surprisingly because i could see that i couldn't have counted on them at all. And once they were gone i got to see their true colours, which to my eyes was very disappointing.
Now...Junior year is in the "Final Stretch" and from here on out is just a straight shot to summer, i am surprised that i have made it through this year with only about one close friend (that isnt related to me) and i am very happy and thank this person (You know who you are.)

I understand that if people read this they are not gonna understand it and it is just kinda coming out as blah blah blah....and maybe it is because i am sick today, and stayed home and was like ahhhhhh! but these are just the thoughts of the day.

She swore it NEVER OCCURED!

I feel so bad for not blogging at all! Just busy is all, and not really anything too exciting to really blog about. I wanted to get on today during Computer Technology but i just didn't. Hmmm so what do i have to say. Well today i woke up and got ready went to school I had English first period we are reading "The Great Gatsby" I like how they talk in that book super old school but not you know, they just use words that we don't really use anymore, i'm gonna try to. Then in Medical Anatomy we finished our presentations, i still think that the "Back-up" project was the total best (cause i did it not to sound too cocky!) but it went good and i am proud that we did so good and i learned a lot more about Epilepsy. Then after that we learned all the main sections of the brain, like all the lobes and stuff, he doesn't want to go to in depth now cause he really doesn't want us to fail i guess. Friday we are doing eye dissections! ah we get to do our own too! holy cow my nails better not rip through the gloves like they did with the Heart! that was so so so grossss! Then in ASL we started to do our Script Story Board its gonna rock, i'll post it when it is finished in like a month. then Computer tech....well that was it nothing much to blog about sorry. Got to go need to start on the script and then me and jordan are going out to dinner! BYE!